Wednesday, 20 March 2013

Aku hanya bisa menangis...

Aku seorang perempuan. Perempuan yang hidup dalam arus dunia modern. 
Aku mau menjadi perempuan yang sukar.
Sukar didekati.
Sukar dipermainkan hatinya.
Sukar tunduk kepada kehendak nafsu.
Sukar mengatakan ya kepada pergaulan yang tiada batasan syara'.
Aku mau jadi perempuan yang sukar itu.
Aku mau menjadi sebaik-baik wanita yang tidak memandang dan tidak dipandang. 
Aku sangat inginkan cinta-Nya.
Terkadang aku terfikir.
Andai aku di tempat Masyitah yang dipaksa terjun ke dalam minyak panas semata-mata untuk mempertahankan keimanan, apakah aku kuat sepertinya?
Atau mungkin aku akan lari atau mungkin aku akan... entahlah.
Aku hanya bisa menangis...

Friday, 1 March 2013

Heart Attack

Putting my defenses up
Cause I don't wanna fall in love
If I ever did that, I think I'd have a heart attack

Never put my love out on the line
Never said yes to the right guy
Never had trouble getting what I want
But when it comes to you I'm never good enough

When I don't care
I can play him like a Ken doll
Won't wash my hair
Then make him bounce like a basketball

But you make me wanna act like a girl
Paint my nails and wear high heels
Yes you, make me so nervous that I just can't hold your hand

You make me glow
But I cover up, won't let it show
So I'm putting my defenses up
Cause I don't wanna fall in love
If I ever did that, I think I'd have a heart attack
I think I'd have a heart attack
I think I'd have a heart attack

Never break a sweat for the other guys
When you come around I get paralyzed
And every time I try to be myself
It comes out wrong like a cry for help

It's just not fair
Brings more trouble than it all is worth
I gasp for air
It feels so good, but you know it hurts

But you make me wanna act like a girl
Paint my nails and wear perfume
For you, make me so nervous that I just can't hold your hand

You make me glow
But I cover up, won't let it show
So I'm putting my defenses up
Cause I don't wanna fall in love
If I ever did that, I think I'd have a heart attack
I think I'd have a heart attack
I think I'd have a heart attack

The feelings got lost in my lungs
They're burning, I'd rather be numb
And there's no one else to blame
So scared I'll take off and run
I'm flying too close to the sun
And I'll burst into flames

You make me glow
But I cover up, won't let it show
So I'm putting my defenses up
Cause I don't wanna fall in love
If I ever did that, I think I'd have a heart attack
I think I'd have a heart attack
I think I'd have a heart attack
I think I'd have a heart attack
I think I'd have a heart attack


Heart Attack by Demi Lovato
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